Don't expect me to be anything more than a zombie,
I'm just going through the motions,
No more wild dreams or crazy notions.
I used to want, I used to need,
To find something, someone to better me;
But now I'm going nowhere at the speed of light.
Failure may not be flattering,
Who do I need to keep impressing?
I don't need to keep up the fight,
When I know nothing is gonna be alright.
Today I fought my worst enemy,
My fist is covered with blood,
I think I won.
Her face is in a million shards,
Littering the floor.
I pick up a piece and look in to it,
There she is again staring at me.
Every smile digs deeper,
Her laugh is my tear.
I die while she lives,
She is careless in my fear.
Her happiness, playful spirit,
Are my melancholy blues.
And whenever her heart lights up,
My darkness shall ensue.
She blossoms among the people,
I am composed of taciturn demeanor.
Her fortunes and joy are known to me,
A lachrymose endeavor.
I'm not sure I'm ready to say this,
Can you save me again?
Like you did in the beginning,
Like you used to when I was..
I'm not sure you're ready to hear this,
Do you want to make it right?
End the time swallowed by blight,
End the pain, like when we were...
I'm not sure that we're ready,
But would you like to try?
Before we just say goodbye,
Before we just continue...
Maybe the world isn't quite ready,
Will we dance among the stars?
Hold the moon, with all you've got
Hold the planet before it starts..
...to fall
My love runs through the veins of a man I'll never retrieve
He is the Moon, and I am the sun; All light I give, he will recieve;
Yet I continue living amongst the stars as if he weren't here,
Shining bright enough to disguise the way I live in fear.
I'm your God, but you're a sinner; You've left me forsaken.
But if you think I won't try to save you, then your mistaken,
I'll chain you to my side, force you to stay put for once,
I'd trap ourselves in our own Hell to keep us together if I must.
A wedding day, The day it falls,
A country's pride, As that country crawls.
A silent death, Of an unknown man
The foiled works Of a peaceful plan
A boy salutes As he dies in war
My husband's son What was he fighting for?
A newborn cries, His mother is gone
New life had been born How did it go so wrong?
An old catholic in church, Pleading to Christ,
All he wants Is to end his life
And somewhere in Africa A child dies starved,
The media sells it Slightly over-charged
The rich just get richer And more people get poor
When they meet each other, The rich just slam their door
Unused in the homeland, Food goes to waste;
In far away co
I see her standing taller,
I sense her feeling more beautiful than she ever has
I think she is happier than ever
I know shes falling in love
All the signs tell me its true
I feel her slipping away
Is she falling or waking up?
I know she chose the right one,
I see it in his eyes when he smiles at her
I cant help but be jealous of my best friend
In the love I always thought I knew
She never envied me so I know she must be true
I feel like a fool for feeling this way,
I know the feeling will go away as soon as I know
That which I have yet to feel...
I'm falling for you again,
Dreaming of being your slave,
Holding on but it's time to push away,
Dreaming of the pain you brought me,
And all the blood I've spilled for you.
Dreaming of the way you haunt me,
Messages flashing through my head
Thinking of our memories...
Wishing I was dead
Death sees me as its next victim,
Satan calls my name,
Forbidden writings in the night,
Things I can't explain
Black and white pictures of perfection
Torn up and wrinkled throughout time,
Cryptic words on ancient paper
Reminding me of the things you said,
But every time I close my eyes,
I'm falling for you again
Blank my paper stays,
While thoughts run through my mind,
And as I write down letters,
My life will slowly unwind,
Listen to the song,
Sing along with the words,
Act like it's something
You haven't already heard
As the world keep turning,
People continue to fight,
And as your guns are loaded,
Thousands will die
Everyday we wake up,
Cover ourselves with make-up
We go to work so we can live,
But we only live to die
Watch your children growing,
Your suicidal little girl,
And your homicidal, teen-aged son,
Their future doesn't seem so bright,
But they aren't the only ones
Don't expect me to be anything more than a zombie,
I'm just going through the motions,
No more wild dreams or crazy notions.
I used to want, I used to need,
To find something, someone to better me;
But now I'm going nowhere at the speed of light.
Failure may not be flattering,
Who do I need to keep impressing?
I don't need to keep up the fight,
When I know nothing is gonna be alright.
Today I fought my worst enemy,
My fist is covered with blood,
I think I won.
Her face is in a million shards,
Littering the floor.
I pick up a piece and look in to it,
There she is again staring at me.
Every smile digs deeper,
Her laugh is my tear.
I die while she lives,
She is careless in my fear.
Her happiness, playful spirit,
Are my melancholy blues.
And whenever her heart lights up,
My darkness shall ensue.
She blossoms among the people,
I am composed of taciturn demeanor.
Her fortunes and joy are known to me,
A lachrymose endeavor.
I'm not sure I'm ready to say this,
Can you save me again?
Like you did in the beginning,
Like you used to when I was..
I'm not sure you're ready to hear this,
Do you want to make it right?
End the time swallowed by blight,
End the pain, like when we were...
I'm not sure that we're ready,
But would you like to try?
Before we just say goodbye,
Before we just continue...
Maybe the world isn't quite ready,
Will we dance among the stars?
Hold the moon, with all you've got
Hold the planet before it starts..
...to fall
My love runs through the veins of a man I'll never retrieve
He is the Moon, and I am the sun; All light I give, he will recieve;
Yet I continue living amongst the stars as if he weren't here,
Shining bright enough to disguise the way I live in fear.
I'm your God, but you're a sinner; You've left me forsaken.
But if you think I won't try to save you, then your mistaken,
I'll chain you to my side, force you to stay put for once,
I'd trap ourselves in our own Hell to keep us together if I must.
A wedding day, The day it falls,
A country's pride, As that country crawls.
A silent death, Of an unknown man
The foiled works Of a peaceful plan
A boy salutes As he dies in war
My husband's son What was he fighting for?
A newborn cries, His mother is gone
New life had been born How did it go so wrong?
An old catholic in church, Pleading to Christ,
All he wants Is to end his life
And somewhere in Africa A child dies starved,
The media sells it Slightly over-charged
The rich just get richer And more people get poor
When they meet each other, The rich just slam their door
Unused in the homeland, Food goes to waste;
In far away co
I see her standing taller,
I sense her feeling more beautiful than she ever has
I think she is happier than ever
I know shes falling in love
All the signs tell me its true
I feel her slipping away
Is she falling or waking up?
I know she chose the right one,
I see it in his eyes when he smiles at her
I cant help but be jealous of my best friend
In the love I always thought I knew
She never envied me so I know she must be true
I feel like a fool for feeling this way,
I know the feeling will go away as soon as I know
That which I have yet to feel...
I'm falling for you again,
Dreaming of being your slave,
Holding on but it's time to push away,
Dreaming of the pain you brought me,
And all the blood I've spilled for you.
Dreaming of the way you haunt me,
Messages flashing through my head
Thinking of our memories...
Wishing I was dead
Death sees me as its next victim,
Satan calls my name,
Forbidden writings in the night,
Things I can't explain
Black and white pictures of perfection
Torn up and wrinkled throughout time,
Cryptic words on ancient paper
Reminding me of the things you said,
But every time I close my eyes,
I'm falling for you again
Blank my paper stays,
While thoughts run through my mind,
And as I write down letters,
My life will slowly unwind,
Listen to the song,
Sing along with the words,
Act like it's something
You haven't already heard
As the world keep turning,
People continue to fight,
And as your guns are loaded,
Thousands will die
Everyday we wake up,
Cover ourselves with make-up
We go to work so we can live,
But we only live to die
Watch your children growing,
Your suicidal little girl,
And your homicidal, teen-aged son,
Their future doesn't seem so bright,
But they aren't the only ones
Current Residence: Florida Favourite genre of music: I don't pay attention to genres, music is either good or bad to me. Favourite photographer: Ceara, the only one not scared to take pictures of me. xD
Favourite Visual Artist
You! xD
Favourite Movies
American History X, Shawshank Redemption
Favourite TV Shows
Top Gear
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Anything and everything
Favourite Books
The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls - Emilie Autumn
Favourite Games
Resident Evil, Silent Hill, Homefront, Mario Kart Wii (But fuck Rainbow Road, seriously.)